Flying Below the Radar

Say, I think it is not a good title in English since the translation in Indonesia is "Terbang di Bawah Radar" sounds more interesting to me. But its ok, it is just a title. Everything needs a name, by the way, this post has no relation with the last post My First Sunny Flight. It just about how is my condition now and that is why I called it as flying below the radar.Since the last time I got fixed jobs, about six month ago, i am still (yes its true) un-employed. How you call it? Job-less? Not exactly job-less. Because i still have some job to do, yes, as a freelance engineer, i (rarely) got some jobs though. Six month feels gone in no time. I am here still sitting in the same chair and writing in the same notebook. Of course there is difference. I learn a lot from recent month. I share with my friends and colleagues, and got some idea. Sometimes it is good to be 'flying below the radar' as the title above. Some of my colleagues have already flying 'at the radar' and spotted by enemy. Yaa, its not enemy i think. It just a popularity. When you wants to be something, of course you want others know it. Thats i call flying 'at the radar' since everyone can 'see' your movement.
Why i am choosing to fly below the radar? Hmm, thats a good question. Actually i have some problem with interpersonal ability and it affect much in my life either. I am a shy person, not much saying you will hear from me, because in a discussion, i pretend to be a good listener. Yes, learning to be a good listener. So thats why i choose to fly below the radar for now.
What actualy i am doing? Is it an illegal one? Of course not! Hahaa. I would not do such thing, ever. You know, I have a good spirit, so it would not allow me to do anything bad. Some of my friends also told me that i am too 'cold'. Some kind of refrigerator. In fact, when i am learning from what i am listening in the discussion, i learn that to be flying at the radar is not good for me. So i choose this way. I want to do something perfectly, and i dont want involving much people to do that. If i can do it myself, i will do it myself. No popularity gain, because i have minds that said, popularity is not good for your health. Nah, of course its not about health. Just that. I just want to fly below the radar. :)